I read the mail you've written, I've hoped until the last, even for a little bit of selfishness ... if everything went as I hoped I would have had with me Saturday ... physically.
I know that you will have with me morally but this is not what matters now, has that now you would also need me and I can not be there.
Around 18 are at home and I will put your names on the same board, fregan'cazzo.
I send you many kisses: *
and see you at the end of November or mid-December ;)